I know it’s been a while since I’ve posted anything. To be honest, the reason why is because I haven’t been feeling motivated to do so and another big reason why is I don’t know what you want to read about or know about or want my perspective on. To say that I’ve been feeling insecure about posting is an understatement because it’s true I do feel a little insecure about what to post.
This blog was created to share my personal experiences, my stories, my life, my career and how I’m navigating through this life, but then I have allowed myself to fall into the trap of being super self-conscience. I’ve seen other creators on different social media platforms looking successful, getting engagements, being invited to events and I feel somewhat inadequate and I feel like maybe I’m not doing this right. I really did this for myself, but I would also like to add value. I want to feel like I am making a positive impact and a positive spin on things that others may have experienced and we can swap and share stories.
I guess I’m in a crossroads right now cause I’m not really sure exactly what to write about. I’ve been hearing musings and people talking about chat GPT, which I think is some form of AI and I simply wrote into it, ‘what do I write about in my personal blog?’ and the first thing that it came up with was personal stories, something that others could find relatable and/or inspiring, moments of triumph, challenges you’ve overcome or simply amusing antidotes. Seeing all of that just kind of stuck with me because I’m feeling a bit vulnerable right now and I want to be able to share myself openly and I want to be relatable. I’m just a person trying to live day-to-day as happily and as healthy and as positively as I can. I would love nothing more than to be able to express myself this way and I chose a blog because I do enjoy writing. It lets me escape for an undetermined amount of time depending on what I’m writing about and I want to continue this.
I hope that whatever I do write about does add some value to some people and allows you to know me a little bit better. I am raising my metaphorical pen to paper in an effort to share more and providing some motivation to do better in my blogging, if for anything just to be able to express myself.